Wankobloglink.

Well it might be for the best

2009-11-05T22:29:00.001+08:00

I missed you. Literally.

As we watch the planes take off

2009-11-04T21:27:00.000+08:00

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

-Fly Away, Corrinne May.

Just one more plane ride and it's done

2009-11-03T20:25:00.002+08:00

Technical run @ UCC today. Yeah, technical run.

They expected us dancers to know our exact positions.

At least give us time to get used to the stage. -.-

It was more like a rehearsal than a technical run.

So the run was messyyyy.

Hence we're having dance practice tmrw.

And Thursday. And Friday.

Well, everyday till the thirteenth.

Sometimes I think the things I do are cliches.

Like you'll only see it happening in movies/shows.

Cont'd, in Thursday's post.

Going back in your mind to that time

2009-10-30T20:10:00.006+08:00

A friend accepts us as we are yet helps us to be what we should.

Somebody's Me - Enrique Iglesias

Cause I don't wanna end up in your rearview

2009-10-25T17:55:00.002+08:00

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

If I know what love is, it is because of you.

These dreams keep holding on but now

2009-10-19T19:21:00.004+08:00

(500) Days of Summer was awesome.

I wanna watch it again. ^^

Had lunch @ Pastamania.

I ordered Mocha Freeze without whipped cream (hate it).

It tasted nice though it had Espresso.

But the coffee beans were not completely crushed.

Looked like my drink had bits of black pepper.

My kneecap's all red and I dunno what I hit it against. O.o

And stars are falling all for us

2009-10-18T23:43:00.001+08:00

I'm just human.

Never perfect, making mistakes.

I learn as I go along.

I try my best to correct myself.

And become a better person.

To understand you better.

To be a better friend.

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Once I had it right it was all too late

2009-10-17T21:46:00.003+08:00

FEVER PITCH was so awesome. (:

Movies I wanna watch:

1. (500) Days of Summer

2. My Sister's Keeper

3. The Ugly Truth (NC16)

4. Darah (M18)

So I guess I'm left with just 2 options huh. (x

Okay today has been a rough day.

I've been having so many things in my mind.

But yknow what, after hours of trying to express it all out.

I realize the best way is to just go with the flow of life. (:

Gave you everything but it wasn't enough

2009-10-16T23:29:00.004+08:00

Woke up in the morning and boomz it was raining.

Took 98M to Superbowl Taman Jurong.

"Eh Jalan Ahmad Ibrahim already!"

"Yeah, relax we're still in Jurong."

"You sure not! When to get down?"
"One busstop after this."

Picked a neon pink ball *beams*

And it was supposed to be my lucky ball. ):

But the thumb hole was too small,

then I got dragged along the alley! Damn pink. -.-

Looks can be so deceiving.

"Don't worry, even pros get gutters too. *looks to lane on the right*"

Two hours later.

"Of all days, you wanna go today?"

"You mean of all places, Haw Par Villa? D;"

*presses bell* Oops not this stop.

*presses bell* Wait I think it's the next one..

*presses bell* Sh*t wrong stop!

*presses bell* Ah finally.

Then we took 30 home and OMG.

I met my mum in the bus zxzxzxzxzxz.

I ttly forgot that she takes bus 30 home from work.

PHOTOS COMING UP SOON.

I thought today was gonna be awful.

But thanks to the outing which made me realise

the meaning of happiness again. 8D

Everyone needs a break at times,

and when you get that break you'll feel simply great.

Friends is a huge word.

Friends that make you feel like school's awesome.

Friends that make you feel free after stressful exams.

Friends that you can fall back on anytime, anyday.

Not every person can be all that.

So I treasure every single one of my friends.

Cause each of them bring a different meaning to life.

No matter how much I prefer one's company to the other,

I never forget what I love my other friends for.

So I don't end up losing them.

Do you?

When will you laugh again?

2009-10-15T11:54:00.001+08:00

Here I am on the phone again and
Awkward silences on the other end
I used to know the sound of a smile in your voice
But right now all I feel is the pain of fighting starting up again

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about
they'll bring us through it every time,
After time, after time

Don't say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Some say that time changes,
best friends can become strangers
But I don't want that, no not for you
If you just stay with me we can make it through
So here we are again the same old argument
Now I'm wondering if things will ever change

- Say Anything / Good Charlotte

You tell me that you love me, then cut me down

2009-10-14T16:22:00.005+08:00

Blogging's fun when you feel like you've got no one to turn to.

I think I'll watch a vcd to kill time.

I'd rather get my eyes glued to the tv screen

than at my phone when nothing's gonna come.

Heartache-ache-ache.

That's what you get when you wait around.

Then you'll start asking yourself stupid questions like,

Am I never good enough? Am I a disappointment?

Did I make another mistake again?

& Oh crap, does he hate me now?

It's stupid cause you get paranoid.

And in the end you feel like a sore loser.

Then there's always a point in time

when you think that things start to look a little brighter.

And you say to yourself, "This is just a phase."

So you wait so patiently hoping it'll all be over soon.

But over time things change. Even people.

It's your choice whether you want to hold on to what you feel.

I think of you and everything's ok

2009-10-14T09:05:00.004+08:00

Tuesday.

JK meeting in the morning!

Math field test in the afternoon. ;d

I think I was brain-dead when doing that paper.

I prefer Australian/NSW competitions.

Screw MOE hahaha.

Whooshzzz guess what what what!

A week of holiday is here (till next Tuesday).

This is what I call real holiday because exams,

are finally over so put aside all revision.

Well but sometimes,

some teachers just don't give you space to breathe.

You know this could be something
Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

Two Is Better Than One - BLG ♥

It rains when you're here, it rains when you're gone

2009-10-12T22:28:00.003+08:00

Yknow what I'll just blog about today.

It's a day not to forget.

304 CLASS OUTING @ SILOSO.

Okay we got half the class but still, it's a class outing.

After PHYSICS, headed down to Far East for lunch.

Took 190 to Dhoby Ghaut & train to Harbourfront.

Farah got slippers for 2 bucks! From Daiso!

It's pretty for that price okay so Insyirah & I bought it. ^^

Bought monorail tixs hahah what the fnck,

classmates took forever to get the machine to dispense theirs.

Cash in money to get a beachball from Oscar & Co.!

6 bucks paid with a 2 dollar note and balance: all coins. :D

The clouds were bleak and it was drizzling.

So we played in the Emerald Pavilion which was mega huge.

Entertained ourselves by watching this gang playing soccer.

Commentating on every player was so funny!

I shan't post the bits of our conversation. (x

Sun was starting to shine again so we played outside.

Captain's Ball/Netball + Soccer. 8D

I think we'll so rock Netball Carnival '09.

(For interclass soccer we probably can get reputation

for being the most hilarious but brutal class.)

Left Siloso @ around 6plus.

Had dinner at Banquet Vivo.

SWISS MUSHROOM POT PIE HAHAH.

It was on promotion and we all wanted to buy it.

I mean, we didn't even bother looking at other stalls.

It's a damn good idea to put a poster at the entrance.

People with very hungry tummies would take that shortcut.

Well at least when I'm hungry, my tastebuds appeal to anything.

Went to Candy Empire! (gummies<3)

Then took the train home. :D

I LOVE 30H3! FOUR.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIEEEEE WEEEEE. (L)

Wait for me, ever so patiently

2009-10-12T21:37:00.005+08:00

Kay crap I think my blog's dying.

I don't have time for my usual long-winded posts.

No matter how interesting my entire day was,

I'm just too lazy to post it all in words.

I can multi-task but when it comes to blogs no way.

Unlike Farah. :D

Plus I have tumblr now. Still new to it. (:

www.arctic-skyline.tumblr.com

Our song is the way you laugh

2009-10-02T20:24:00.000+08:00

Tell me something sweet to get my by

2009-09-25T22:22:00.004+08:00

I have a tendency of slipping whenever I play softball.

But PE with 304 is awesome so I don't mind. :D

I was attempting to catch the ball that Farah threw to me

AND THE BALL LANDED RIGHT BETWEEN MY THIGHS.

Jing Han and Wu Wei agrees that sliding on wet grass is fun.

I pray I won't have muscle aches tomorrow.

I completed half of Geo Prop revision exercise.

Within two hours but well I'm still proud of myself. 8D

I've been taking the 6.40am 190 these days.

& it's freaky when you're the only rgs girl on the bus.

When you're going out for jalan raya,

it helps if you have a super mini book containing all your notes.

Then it won't be so obvious that you're studying.

Is this really happening
I swear I'll never be happy again
And don't you dare say we can just be friends
I'm not some boy that you can sway
We knew it'd happen eventually

In a storm in my best dress, fearless

2009-09-22T20:17:00.002+08:00

This morning, I met Tashan at the busstop.

He pointed at my uniform.

"You're wearing blue."

"Huh?"

"My facebook test."
"What the!"

And omg I took 180 at like 6.25 am this morning.

Amusingly late.

I slipped so many times during softball!

But it was damn fun so I don't mind getting wet.

Chemistry was bleah, boring.

I feel like crap when I get lousy teachers before the exams.

After school I followed Farah & Poonam to T3.

I thought I could probably get something for you.

And I did. :D

But well if we're not meeting tmr then nehmind ah.

Nights.

And all I can breathe is your life

2009-09-18T23:51:00.002+08:00

Dear Brother,

As Ramadhan slowly ends
I hear you whisper softly
As we continue our goodbyes
And all I pray for
Is that you'll be there
When I leave this world

"And I´d give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You´re the closest to heaven that I´ll ever be"

In memory of Yusof B Suhaime,
19th September 1995.

You love me, I love you harder

2009-09-18T20:48:00.006+08:00

Everything you say

Everytime we kiss, I can't think straight

But I'm okay

And I can't think of anybody else

Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

6 Months - Hey Monday.

TGIF. No, not really actually.

After school went to The Heeren with Nurul 8D

To look for a nice backpack to pin up her BLG badges.

*FUN FUN FUN*

So meanwhile I tried out different bags too.

I've yet to find the most suitable bag colour for me.

Definitely not Dickies' plain green/blue/orange.

Hahah Yak Pak & Billabong way beyond budget ah.

Perhaps I'll get Jansport next year. (:

Hari Raya is in 3 days.

Till then there's 2 birthdays.

But I only have 1 wish.

Come on spell it out, war

2009-09-17T20:29:00.005+08:00

Last Tuesday (15 Sept '09) : Batch buka!

Apparently only 4 people turned up.

We had dinner at Pastamania at FEP.

The baked rice made my tummy sick. :S

Then I bought cookies from 7-11!

Claimed to be Oooey Gooey Chewy but, NOT.

In fact I'm eating the last cookie now.

Wednesday/Thursday- very tiring days.

TGIF tomorrow. 8D

Looking forward to a busy busy weekend/.

I'm sick and tired of your attitude

I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you love me then you cut me down
& I need you like a heartbeat
but you know you got a mean streak
makes me run for cover when you're around
& here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
& I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why.

Out on your corner in the pouring rain

2009-09-13T17:05:00.001+08:00

Facebook mobile is really cute. (x
(But I'm not deprived of the Internet
neither do I have to help around the house
so yes I don't have to go mobile. :P)

SCHOOL TOMORROW.
And hey I've got a free block how awesome.
My whole week's packed except Friday.
Doubt anyone wants to go out due to Raya prep.
I think I'll set aside Friday for mugging. (:

You run in the dark through a firefight

2009-09-12T21:19:00.000+08:00

Agent Cody Banks is shit funny. :B
Now I'm waiting for news to be over
because it's Scary Movie 4 after this!

I hereby announce that today is 12th of Sept.
(Yes I know everyone wants to rewind back to 5/09.)
Holidays I must say have been wonderful.
It started out great and it'll end great as well.
Thanks to you.

Facebook:
Nurul takes the Who Loves You Most? quiz.
Results: The letter J.
Alisa: Make Farah jealous. Say Jesse McCartney loves you most.

Playing like a film without sound

2009-08-31T20:09:00.001+08:00

Almost everyone I know agrees that:
nothing can ever beat 2007's celebrations.

List of people I met today:
Sitira!, Long Jian, Ken, Alicia, Liz Xu.
Sharrol, Tashan, many other juniors.
The whole gang of Nan Hua people:
Justin, Darren, Leon, Guo Yao.
And many unfamiliar HCI faces.

The school's awfully boring though.
Most teachers from P6 06 batch left Rulang.
Entire staff room's filled with new faces.
So are the security guards. D:
Didn't get to meet the principal.
(But oh wells saw her son instead, tsk.)

The rest went to watch The Proposal.
I went home ... to sleep.
Someone woke me up at 4 plus.

But it was a phone call worth waking up to.
Pray your wound heals fast. (;

Cause I know you're worth it

2009-08-30T20:09:00.009+08:00

Slept over at cousins' place last night.
We painted glass bottles for Teachers' Day.
Then stayed till midnight to watch UP.

My gifts are 100% made from recyclable materials.

Except for the glass paint which was bought.

I didn't have 8 bottles for all my teachers):

So I chose only 2 teachers to give to.

I swear I'm not biased.

1. Bottle 1 says MR LEEK :D -math teacher #1; 30409

(I didn't take photos of the painted bottle for Mr Leek)

2. Bottle 2 well yeah has the periodic table drawn.

Only 6 rows though cause I can't fit in all elements.

Happy Teachers' Day<3

Across the deep blue ocean

2009-08-29T15:00:00.011+08:00

I loved everything about yesterday.

'Cept now my thighs hurt from running.

Be Yourself Day!

Thankyou Nurul for helping me with the printing. :B

Whoosh got to go watch House on Channel 5 now. :D

Send an SOS cause we 'bout to choke

2009-08-26T20:06:00.003+08:00

I'm supposedly free from 3rd September.

That's the day of my last test for Term 3.

But I'm technically free from T4W5.

That's the week after my end of years.

Though I'm officially free from 6th December.

That's the day after my final school event.

And the whole vicious cycle repeats.

On the first day of Year 4 in 2010.

Look at how far we have come

We still can get it back, we still can get it back

The damage can all be undone

We'll just take baby steps, we'll just take baby steps

Crash & Burn by JMc<3

And I'll run, have a little faith in me

2009-08-25T17:55:00.002+08:00

I ♥ posting song lyrics.
But this time I must admit my post is overloaded.

1. Where Would We Be Now - Good Charlotte

Where would we be now baby,
If we found each other first
What would you do now darling,
If I said these simple words
I'll wait, I'll wait
As long as you want
But where would we be now baby

I'll wait, I'll wait

2. Wondering - Good Charlotte

If you want me to wait,
I will wait for you
If you tell me to stay,
I would stay right through
If you don't wanna say anything at all
I'm happy wondering.

3. Say Anything - Good Charlotte

Some say that time changes
Best friends can become strangers
But I don't want that, no not for you
If you just stay with me
We can make it through

Give anything but I won't give up

2009-08-24T19:57:00.002+08:00

I met my SL at Popular Lot One today.

And at that point of time, I needed ten cents.

No not to make a phone call. -.-

If a pen costs $1.95 and you're 10cents short,

you'd just die die get that ten cents right?

(Plus I was using Popular voucher

so it'd be a waste not to use it fully

-I sound so typically Singaporean)

My nice SL gave me ten cents.

& I offered her my $10 voucher to pay her back.

She declined me with full of integrity:

"No I'm an SL, I can refuse to take it."

Like aw c'mon I'm not carrying out bribery here? (x

But I couldn't force her into accepting it.

My thankyou(s) might seem absurd, but they're sincere.

*smiles* I'll pay her back 10 cents tmr morning.

I'll finish my SS speech by tonight,

get it vetted (grammar?) by Mr Lee tmr.

And prepare myself for Orals the next day.

; MY FRIDAY IS FREEEEE 8D

But I can wait, I can wait forever

2009-08-23T14:15:00.005+08:00

Relatives came over for buka last night.

Had nasi lemak and spaghetti. :D

My cousins were begging me to sleepover.

I told them I would in September.

On second thought maybe I should have.

It's good to be away from the internet once in a while.

Cause you don't know just what you might find.

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi

Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini

Relaku mengejarmu seribu batu jauh lagi

Tapi benarkah kaki ku kan bertahan sepanjang jalan ini

Standing by and waiting at your back door

2009-08-23T12:33:00.003+08:00

If Farah posted the real version of You Belong With Me,

(which is super sweet oh my gosh D:)

I shall post the parody version of it.

Have I mentioned the real version of it is really sweet?

*swoons*

My life can never be like Taylor Swift's fairytale-ish songs.

Top down in the summer sun

2009-08-20T21:13:00.004+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVERRR (so hiatus over!)

Lol techinally it's not the end yet.

Cause I still have my Orals next friday.

Today was so awesome cause we only had 1 paper!

*all the trip science hist kids celebrate*

Had breakfast at Macs at Shaw with classmates.

That's whatcha call cheap breakfast. ;D

But after one meal Mary & I got hungry again.

We didn't buy another one cause we didn't want the coffee.

"Ask for the 2.50 meal but give the aunty your coffee.

Then ask her to still charge you 2.50 for the burger

because you bought the coffee but you gave it to her free."

I laughed when I saw my tan line after swimming.

But the tan disappeared when I got back home. O.o

Then I did my homework at the stadium.

(Cause I wanted to watch the soccer match btwn

Gombak United and Albirex Nigata) ^^

I didn't know blackcurrent plus aloe vera was so nice.

One day left to Ramadan! :D

But I won't forget all the ones that I love

2009-08-14T22:39:00.003+08:00

My end product turned out to be an apple after all! (x

Physics CES:

"If you throw the pen like this,
and it fly in another direction,
wahh that's really a breakthrough ahh."

-Mr Yang

"Yeah it's a break-through your glass."

-Lavanya

Yakinkan aku Tuhan, dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu, waktu
Hapus aku

In youth we learn, in age we understand.

When you're fifteen,
there's things you don't have to dwell on.

My number 1 priority is character.
Be the change I want to see in myself.
I don't blame anyone if no one has faith in me.
I'll have a positive outlook on life.
Perhaps someday, someone will see the change.

When you're fifteen,
there's things you don't have to rush for.
Like love.

There's always a time for everything.

Hiatus~

You still keep catching my eye

2009-08-13T21:14:00.003+08:00

I mind people blasting music through their earpiece.

But this morning was an exception.

Some guy was listening to How You Love Me Now.

Then when the song ended, he played it again!

Well at least I like Hey Monday.

Being 130 years old this year,

we decided to do something cool for ourselves.

Hire a film crew to take shots of typical rgs life.

This morning we had to recite the pledge.

Stand upright, swing your arms at the same time, smile.

And just like that, we lost half of Math period.

I LOVE SOFTBALL. 8D

Hmm anyone wanna have lunch with me on Saturday? :D

Till there's nothing but dark blue

2009-08-12T16:46:00.006+08:00

Ms Ng's lessons are like Chemistry-made-easy.

HALO-gens<3

Plan to ace Chem end of year paper. :B

(But this Friday's titration uh, haha)

We learnt pretty cool compound names today.

And I like Xenon tetrafluoride the most.

History is the must-mug-yourself sub.

We're loaded with notes for the Revolutions.

Oh omg PT due this Friday, I'm doing on Newton~

No my end product is not gonna be an apple.

I LOVE SITTING AT THE BACK OF THE CLASS.

Going for a haircut next week. ;D

Personality can open doors, but only character can keep them open.

You're the bully in the playground

2009-08-11T20:21:00.000+08:00

My pen rolled off the table during EL.
And then the ink refused to come out. D:
So I used my question paper as a testing paper.
& I wrote lyrics to Paparazzi all over the page.
But nope the pen still didn't work.
Oh yeah I had a lot of time, hahah.

Know who's the worst stalker you can ever have?
Your own neighbour.

Stay up all night with the stars

2009-08-10T22:55:00.003+08:00

I posted Wang Lee Hom's song on my Plurk page.

So yeah I'll obviously hear it every single day.

(The video is nice okay) :D

SA3 tomorrow: Biology, Math, English.

The subject I'm clearly not prepared for is EL.

But I can handle the other two.

Provided I do revision for another hour or two.

And school ends at 1:00pm omgosh. (:

Not like I'm going anywhere tmr. Am I?

Trynna dress up when I'm missing you

2009-08-09T22:54:00.005+08:00

I walked out of my house and saw my reflection on the lift door.

Well, I changed out.

City Hall was packeddd gila.

Had lunch at Macs at Funan (still packed)

*This is the part when Dan panics over scotchtape*

Then walked to Esplanade (packed)

Headed towards the Merlion.

Oh the Merlion area was cordoned off lol.

Cut story short, we finally got a spot somewhere.

I could hear what's happening at the platform.

That's because a China man was tuning in to the

TV function on his phone? Yeah hahah.

The parade commander's voice was super loud.

Cut story short, then came the fireworks.

Spectacular, but I wasn't at all amazed by it.

Couldn't get my mind off some things.

Today I came across Macs, a game, a public phone and fireworks.

Here's how these things are significant to me.

In my life, there has only been one guy who knows how I like my cheeseburger: Plain.

There has only been one guy who gets excited over the rectangular game projected on the floor at the shopping mall.

There has only been one guy who requires me to use 75 cents on a public phone just so I could hear his voice from across the world.

There has only been one guy whom I wished I could spend just one night of the entire year, and that is tonight, 9th of August.

I didn't witness the fireworks with that person last year.

Neither did I this year.

So my wish upon the fireworks?

Well honestly I haven't thought of that yet.

My wish upon the fireworks

2009-08-08T23:43:00.002+08:00

Song lyrics help you say the words you can't.

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

And the reason is you

I really am going to change.

Believe in me.

You'll see me wasting away

2009-08-08T17:27:00.000+08:00

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame

I'm lucky just to linger in your light

2009-08-07T17:11:00.004+08:00

I walked into 7-11.

And this beautiful song was on the radio.

For hours I've been typing the lyrics on Google.

But just couldn't find the song.

It sounded so familiar. No wonder.

FARAH SANG IT TO ME ONCE. (x

Okay so I finally found the song. (;

Right there next to this post.

May be surrounded by a million people

2009-08-07T15:23:00.008+08:00

Brighten up my blog with colours of the nation.

(Credits to Mei Yi)

Oh Naz, I prefer the one sung by Michael Buble<3

He has a deeper and sweeter voice. (;

I felt that last year's celebrations were more whoah.

Maybe cause this year's at the parade square.

So you can't really see much from where you sit/stand.

And the day ended on a slightly bad note.

After Physics we went to Far East.

This Fashion there has nicer clothes than other TF outlets.

And for the same price too.

Had lunch at KFC (again!) - Haha Naz's idea. XD

Oh we saw a Little Miss tee. "Little Miss Lisa"

But they left out an 'A' at the front of the name. (x

Anyway the Little Miss character was all squiggly

and it looked like a fat pink blot of ink with blonde hair.

Tied up in two ponytails. ><

I think I have a fetish for print tees.

Well that's why it's on my wishlist lah.

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Red and purple lipstick all over the page

2009-08-06T20:27:00.004+08:00

Anal school pfft.

I'll just wear white jeans and touch tee.

I'll wear the red dress for my next date. ;D

I can't believe that I stayed till today

2009-08-05T19:06:00.004+08:00

I keep hallucinating

My phone lights up

Your name dialling on the screen

That voice on the other end

whispers, "Hello I miss you quite terribly"

Back to reality

My phone is still dim

I'm wondering how have you been

Create a message and click send

"The one who misses you, yours truly"

"Biar ghaib mu suatu misteri

Tiada ku mencari sebarang pembayang lagi"

Let your invisibility be a mystery

No longer will I look out for another sign

Maybe this is just my twisted fate

2009-08-03T19:56:00.000+08:00

Wtf.
I'm wrong when I start slacking.
I'm at fault for having work to do.
What exactly do you want from me?
Ugh.

I can't help it if I'm busy with schoolwork.
Examinations are coming up next week.
I'm juggling 3 major subjects and on top of that
I've to complete homework for the others too.
I'm not only busy with academics.
I have meetings to attend to after school etc.
I'm caught up with class matters, cca, cmps etc.
And those are activities that I commit myself to.
Is it not good for me to be doing productive work?

I don't get why you're so mad at me.
I come back late cause of school activites,
and you text me with a very moody tone?
How is that suppose to encourage me to come home?

Oh yeah I know what you want.
You want to use this damn computer.
Who cares what time I sleep cause of work.
What matters is what time I let you use the comp.
-.-

But you don't like me, you just like the chase

2009-08-01T21:01:00.000+08:00

Drama meeting was gerek. :D

We got a chance to read out the script with the crew.

& the story was funny (though there was no closure).

But I shan't reveal anything yknow,

just in case we're using it for the production.

Semester 2 is a vvv busy period for us Year 3s.

Even busier than the syf period actually.

More responsibilities and involvement in activites.

Let's see. I have ces(es), drama, tarian, fam, cmps.

Cmps.

I had lunch with Naz and Dan at KFC (again!) XD

Then we walked to Plaza Sing to meet Teeqa.

Oh there were Victorian-looking people there.

In the huge costumes and all.

Giving out flyers to promote Magnum. (:

Kk so we went to Macs to wait for Kak Dian.

We got free brownie and cake! <3

(& we saw Feng Yue there too)

Meeting again tmr morning at Macs CCK.

Then had to wait for mum to return from gk where.

I can't stand being home alone esp at night. D:

It creeps me out.

Fingers fumbled over the numbers

Had half the mind of pressing 'Call'

But I decided not to

You're not the one after all

Don't like the backseat, gotta be first

2009-07-31T21:10:00.006+08:00

OMG TGIF.

My whole week had been super packed.

And finally, the weekend arrives. (:

But nooooo, my weekend's gonna suck.

My grandparents are going away.

And mum will be out for the entire day tmr.

Therefore it leaves me alone from 12noon onwards.

And everyone's not free. ):

If you wanna see Chad Michael Murray's worst hairstyle,

watch Freaky Friday.

Maybe it's a fall from grace

2009-07-30T19:54:00.002+08:00

School is getting much more awesome.
But way, way, way more busier.
It's daily routines of long days, and long lists of work.
Exam's coming up in two week's time.
What can I expect?

Year 4s are graduating, handover of leadership roles etc.
Which means more commitments.
But that's a good thing actually.
Having commitments and being committed,
gives you an opportunity to become even better.
So I thank all the seniors and teachers,
who have given me those opportunities. (:

-

1. Creates new message
2. Select SMS
3. To: Insert number here
4. Type, "hey, how was school today? (:"
5. ....
6. Save the changes? Yes/Cancel/No
7. No

-

That's why you are my favourite

2009-07-28T19:01:00.004+08:00

Social Studies was about vocabulary and phonetics today.

"Prejudice."

"Generalizations!"

"Stereotypes!"

"Discrimination!"

"Alienation!"
"Marginalisation!"

"EH YA AHAHA."

OH wait I saw my name in the last word.

But only if you spell it the British way. (:

After school we headed down to Starbucks.

Then gk which shop down the street blasted the song.

Tsk listening to it makes me tear.

Y.A.N.A - MJ.

And people asking how I'm doing
But every question still has you in
I say I'm fine
And I never think about you
But you're always on my mind

It's probably gonna bug me a little tonight,

but I'll be fine tomorrow.

I'll be a girl backstage at your show

2009-07-25T21:54:00.001+08:00

This will be a short post.

My cousin Faizal got engaged today.

So much yummy food!

Helping out in the kitchen was fun.

We had to pack food stuff for the guests.

It was like 'The Kueh Factory' hahahah.

Can't wait for the wedding. :D

K gotta do English now. Byeeex.

And I need you to know

2009-07-23T23:14:00.004+08:00

Hey. I don't wanna annoy you on msn so here it goes. I'm sorry if I can't seem to download that one song or help you try out your webcam. I had a tough day, but hey you probably had a bad day too. I don't mind if you swear, or if you get upset suddenly and it hurts my feelings. All the best for tmr.

Then I would tell you everything

2009-07-19T20:15:00.010+08:00

I wanna know if I could be,
Someone to turn to,
That could never hurt you.
But I know what you think of me,
You had a breakthrough,
And now I'm just bad news for you.

I wish I could be somebody else.
wish I could see you in myself.
wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.

Is this what you had waited for?

2009-07-18T22:32:00.006+08:00

I think I'm getting better. But nope I'm not feeling better.

It's weighing me down. I feel damn heavy deep inside.

Every freaking heartbeat feels damn heavy.

I'm sick to my stomach I feel like vomiting all the time.

I just wanna get every day over and done with.

I can't take it.

You can take an entire lifetime to cherish someone,

but it takes just a day to take that away.

So cherish that someone anyway.

I'm one way, no more connected flights

2009-07-16T20:20:00.003+08:00

People say, friends are those who help you get your way around life. Those who stand by you in times of good and bad. Whom you spent time with during and after school hours. Etc etc, cliche much right?

What if, someone comes along your way and makes you feel like you're someone who never deserves to be acknowledged. Someone who doesn't deserve any company. Are you that worthless? Are you so low and inferior to be noticed by anyone anymore? You feel as though you're stepped all over, and you do nothing about it. Because you're helpless, ashamed to be seen by others anymore. In the world around you, people go everywhere together. You? Trapped in your own emotions. You're too traumatised by that someone's words. Now you feel like a speck of dust, unsignificant. What if the someone who can actually make you feel better, is the one who made you feel this way in the first place? Ever get that feeling where you know that someone isn't gonna contact you, yet every text or call you get, you wish it was from them? So you wait. But soon you realised, what's the point? You're not wanted anymore. Where do you go now? You're unwanted everywhere else too. You go around looking for new friends but the world rejects you everytime. Why, you ask yourself. Maybe because you yourself aren't a good friend to others. Your life is so messed up till you don't know the meaning of friends anymore. So if you can't be a friend to yourself, then you won't be a friend to others.

So meanwhile you will learn how to get by life, without much friends.

Or perhaps none at all.

I remember what you said last night

2009-07-15T21:40:00.010+08:00

The song,

makes me want to listen to it over and over again.

So I can learn its lyrics by heart.

And perhaps sing them to you someday.

The song,

makes me want to listen to it over and over again.

So I would get sick of it.

Cause the lyrics somehow remind me of you.

And it hurts.

All of me is a whisper

2009-07-15T17:02:00.008+08:00

Suppose that I missed you

Suppose that I care

And suppose that I spent all my nights running scared

And suppose

That I was never there

And my eyes are screaming for a sight of you

And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through

And I can't hold on to you
So I guess I'll be lonely too

F to the U to the capital K.

2009-07-14T23:24:00.002+08:00

I see your name. I want to double-click it.

But why? I mean,

It's not like you'll want to talk to me.

You'll just reply me out of obligation.

I'm telling myself not to talk to you.

And nope, not missing you.

I get defeated by you*

2009-07-14T16:45:00.004+08:00

I finally added in archives to my blog.

Though I don't really like reading them.

Too much memories.

Like NDP ): and ... other stuffz.

But I still like looking back into my past.

I think.

*wangleehom!:D

I've only got forever

2009-07-13T21:22:00.002+08:00

I've got so much commitments now

Which is good cause they distract me from my past

I pray in ten years' time or something

You won't think of me as a bitch anymore

That's if you'll meet me again

Defense is paper thin

2009-07-13T19:41:00.001+08:00

What am I gonna do at home for 3 days?

Untitled

2009-07-12T16:27:00.005+08:00

Was on the way to madrasah.

Primary school kids went up to 12th storey.

"Throw the ball now!"

So the soccer ball hit the ground with a loud thump.

Sheesh, killer litter.

I could've died if I was directly at the spot.

Brain haemorrhage-

I'm really sick right now

Muscle aches everywhere, fever

I really hope I can come to sch tmr manz

-.-

I think we have an emergency

2009-07-11T17:46:00.002+08:00

It's nice to hear your voice once in a while.

Haro Singapore!* has interesting articles.

But I prefer Singapore Seen*.

* Click on "affiliates" if you want their links.

CLICK THIS.

You will need the biggest can of Baygon for this.

Honestly I don't know when this was.

I don't take 190 past Plaza Sing so yeah.

And CLICK THIS too.

Title of article: "Arts Fest promotes safe sex."

It's not porn, really.

Just some busker outside the Heeren.

Who stuffed his head in a blown up condom.

(!)

/Now I really need to start on my work.

I'll swim the ocean for you

2009-07-10T21:35:00.002+08:00

Poof my hair smells like chlorine.

There were 2 young kids in wheelchairs,

who had swimming lessons with their coach.

Oh oh there were 2 year old kids too!

Gosh, so cute. :D

Shit, supposed to have finished Math Ass by now.

Too busy entertaining Fiddy online -winkwink-

No I'm not going YMC Graduates' Tea tomorow.

Which reminds me, I need to get formal attire.

Sheesh.

Just so frustrating, intoxicating

2009-07-08T15:21:00.003+08:00

T'was the greatest shock/disappointment of today.

But nice hair btw. Really.

Zhi Ru spilled milo on me.

Just yesterday Feng Yue spilled Mountain Dew on me.

And I got caught in the drizzle today.

Feels like I have this "Get Me Wet" sign on me.

During Philo we did on Equivocation.

(P stands for Premise, C for Conclusion)

P1: Smoking is harmful.

P2: The turkey is smokin' in the oven.

C. Therefore, the turkey is harmful.

I'm totally stress-high today. o:

Like every inch of me is bruised

2009-07-07T19:18:00.003+08:00

I got caught in the rain today. (again)

I'm rather boiled up right now.

Even stuffz on FB ticks me off, somehow.

I needa get my mind off some things.

Like permanently.

/Fuk la dammit.

I swore to myself to never get upset over matters that involve you, ever again. Right now things about you might affect me a little emotionally. But why bother when I have good friends that stand by me all the time? I'm not saying I have a perfect social life in school. But friends are all I have right now. To find comfort in, to joke around with, but most importantly, to distract me from things in my past. I'm in guilt if I say I want no more relations with you. But at the same time it's not like you care about my existence. You even said that I was pissing you off. I can totally go on about this but what's the point? Honestly it feels like I don't know you anymore. Go hang around your cool friends. I'll go my own way. If you don't want to be my best friend or even befriend me for the matter of fact, then tell me. And in no time we'll be strangers. Is that what you're asking me to imply? Sighs, no matter how much I rant, I can never seem to mention any faults about you.

When I'm losing my control the city spins around

You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

Even if the sky is falling down

2009-07-06T19:56:00.006+08:00

CmPS was gerek. 8)

Giving out surveys was a fun experience.

(Esp when you meet someone from Anugerah)

The first 2 surveys were done by people we know.

The two TK girls and Bob.

"Your school has only one stream huh?"

"Yah."

"Huh ** so elitist. -.-"

Then we bought donuts! from Munchy Donuts.

There was one called Tsunami hahaha.

M&M one was reallyyy niceeee.

Anyway then we went for Zuhur at Al-Ansar. (lol)

Met the YIA people at Bedok.

And it was raining heavily when we alighted 197.

Sab and I had the thinnest jackets.

"We're the first to reach here yet we're the wettest."

My Cookie Monster got wet too. );

Cause my bag isn't that waterproof.

Left Wisma at 6 (with wet shoes and socks).

Reached home about an hour ago.

RS block tmr. Wah chiong report ah. Dx

You.

I know I've left a bad impression of myself.

& there's no point lingering around you anymore.

Besides it seems like I'm unwanted.

So I'm just putting more salt to my reputation,

by ruining your everyday, yes?

But I'll go away, take a long holiday.

And Insya'allah, we'll meet again.

I know by then, I'd have changed for the better.

Bigger than you ever done it

2009-07-05T21:26:00.003+08:00

OHMYFREAK.

I swear I was in Pumpkin Heaven.

Until...

I accidentally clicked "Go Home"

And I was back at my own farm pfft.

I'm ttly abandoning my RC.

Screw Facebook for all my addictions. (x

NOW I NEED TO DO MALAYYY.

You were swinging for Mars

2009-07-05T18:19:00.004+08:00

FengLan (whoever she is) hired me in Farm Town.

So I had to help her harvest her crops, okay?

Instead of a nice 'thankyou' she said this:

WTF RIGHT, HAHAH.

Nazihah, you didn't tell me Farm Town had mean farmers.

p.s. Someone called me a Farmie!

It's time you should know

2009-07-05T16:48:00.012+08:00

This post is directed to Muslims actually.
So the non-Muslims can ttly ignore this post.

I've known people who've mistaken non-halal to be halal.

I'm not a certified asatizah to be saying this,

but I'm just telling you all what I know. Okay?

A thing which I notice is widely mistaken is Subway.

I know, "Duh it's not halal they sell pork -.-"

But some do think the cookies are halal.

In fact they're not.

"But baking and cooking pork are 2 separate things."

Want my reasoning?

They might be prepared in two separate places.

But you never know what utensils they share.

or whether they wash the dishes in the same sink.

I'll give you an situation for example.

Someone coughs/sneezes/etc in a room.

Germs will travel all around the room, right?

If Subway has a room specially quarantined for pork

then perhaps MUIS would have declared it halal.

But why not?

Because pork itself isn't halal.

What's most evident is, Subway do not even have a halal cert.

So are Subway's cookies halal? Technically, no.

Next is Gelare.

My friend said there was 'pork' on the menu.

Check it out for yourself.

If it's true, then same reasoning as above.

So that makes the waffles and ice-cream not halal.

Okay?

Ben & Jerry's, Haagen Dazs etc.

You guys might wanna check out the halal sign too.

Or just check the ingredients.

Talking about ingredients.

Some food stuff don't have halal sign.

But their ingredients are written in Arab.

And you assume it's halal, yes?

If you can read and understand Arab, good for you.

My ustazah once read the word pork written in Arab.

I shall censor the company name though.

Using your own discretion.

Bubble tea stalls.

"It's just a damn drink for god's sake."

Well I can see the workers are Chinese, even from China.

How do I know how the sugar was manufactured?

What brand of pearls do they use?

Do the syrup contain anything else?

Especially those Bubble Tea stalls who sells other stuff.

Liek waffles corn hotdogs etc.

The utensils would probably come from home.

And they wash everything in the same sink.

So the utensils are contaminated.

Use your discretion to judge for yourself.

I'm not forcing you to stop buying Bubble Tea.

I'm not declaring it as 100% haram either.

Another guide I use to judge, is the halal sign.

The signs may appear differently right?

So again that's your own discretion.

More reliable sign? The first one.

I only trust MUIS anyway.

Look I may sound like a Halal freak here.

But no doubt some of us make mistakes.

Even when it comes to simple things like food.

As I said I'm just telling you what I know.

I'm not forcing or anything. Just telling.

Fellow Muslims,

I appreciate you reading this post.

You know I can't stay

2009-07-05T12:11:00.003+08:00

I learnt a new way to vent your anger healthily.

Simply, by plucking kangkong leaves from its stem.

Or you can play He Loves Me/He Loves Me Not.

I always get stems with odd number of leaves. -.-

I get upset over sappy endings.

Now I've to wait for Season 2 of the drama.

And hope Jofry returns to look for Manja.

Who already got married to Eskandar.

Now there's a freaking clone of Sahara.

Damn.

When I said "I kinda miss you"

it meant that I don't want to get hurt

by letting myself believe that I really miss you.

I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad

2009-07-04T22:19:00.002+08:00

When there is only a single star left in the sky.
At that very moment, the path of forgiveness will close.
The writing in the Quran will vanish.
The sun will lower itself with the earth.

Lovestruck, you got me

2009-07-04T15:19:00.004+08:00

Sheesh.

Should I roll my eyes cause my skils are underestimated,

or feel bad/hurt cause they aren't good enough?

I helped granny to make roti jala today.

*Reminiscing those home ed days with cooking partner Lyana*

My granny thinks I'm never perfect at it.

I had to multi-task things like

1. Mixing the mixture so it doesn't set or anth like that.

2. Make a pretty artwork on the pan.

3. Then place it on a big plate.

4. Once there's 2 of those pieces I've to fold em.

5. Then put in on a separate serving plate.

I'm like a roti-jala-human-machine. 8)

And with time, comes experience and improvement.

I got really better at it towards the end.

I can make swirly and flower and zig zag patterns too!

My final piece was the best out of the 36 I fried.

That wasn't the end to my cooking task.

I also helped granny to cook sambal tumis.

(For the non-malays,

sambal tumis is a dish made up of chilli paste.

An alternative for some would be tomato paste.

Then you add in ingredients such as anchovies, sardines

and for some greens, peas etc.

That's my granny's style of sambal tumis.)

This too required me to multi task.

1. Stir the dish.

2. Take out sugar, salt, tomato sauce.

3. Put back the above ingredients.

4. Take a cup of hot water.

5. Place cup in sink.

6. Repeat 3 to 5 if needed, while stirring.

AND I'M DONE.

Now my post looks like recipes written by an unprofessional cook.

Staying at home today isn't that bad after all.

My cousins are coming over. :D

And I've done a good job in cooking.

Phew.

I realised today how much I like soya bean.

There's a hole in your logic

2009-07-03T22:05:00.004+08:00

Heh I am such a chicken.

Math remedial was a drag today.

Hateee it ttc pfft.

Ohg I really wanna thank Mr Segarra and Ms Ng.

Thank you so much

I suck at titrations.

Keep my head held high

2009-07-02T23:36:00.001+08:00

OKAY I'M SINGING THE CLIMB. THAT'S FINAL.

So here I am, still holding on

2009-07-02T21:54:00.003+08:00

Shitshitshit I can't believe I'm singing tmr.

There's only 2 judges & I'm freaking out.

I'm right, I can't sing for nuts.

But that's not what I aim to do in Arts Fest,

I'm interested mainly in the dancing.

Okay perhaps acting too.

But I bet the EL Drama peeps will do much better.

Mum's laughing cause I'm singing The Climb.

Damn.

Note to self: You don't sound like a toad. At least you sound human.

Better than speaking gibberish. 8)

You make me feel out of my element

2009-07-01T20:19:00.008+08:00

I thought I had a pretty good start to Bio.

Till today.

...

Okay I just don't get the terms ATP and NADH.

At least Bio isn't as wacked as I thought it'd be.

It's actually comprehendable for me. :D

(Today a historical event took place:

Mr Leek released us early for recess. )

"How you know which element to draw first?"
*On the screen, formation of magnesium oxide*
"Well usually the metals will come first."
"MgO.. OMg!"

OMg I can't believe I signed up for Arts Fest audits.

I have a sudden realisation of how scary it'll be.

Everything would be like it was before

2009-06-28T20:48:00.000+08:00

I miss you.

Rapping on the same track

2009-06-26T21:48:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N03XkdIfYVo

Or, just click here.

Okay fine know what? I'll post it here:

Big ass chain. 8D

He gotta be a moviestar

2009-06-24T22:42:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a blast. :D

(Ahh, finally an outing with buddies)

Walked to Marlisa's place with Zu.

I couldn't decide on what to buy at 7-11/Esso.

So just called her to bring some food down.

Boarded Abg Lan's van there with 8 other ppl.

Hahaha kinda cramped but it's kay I'm small. (x

We were 2 hours early.

So we spend 1 hour waiting outside in the alley.

And another hour sitting in the studio.

We took up the while of 3rd row. (real clear view)

But last minute the staff told us to shift back

cause the sponsors are coming bla bla bullshit.

So we moved to the very very back. -.-

Damnzxz.

But the girls were performing that night so ..

nyeah who cares if we're at the back?

Commercial breaks were the hilarious parts.

People in front were screaming their names.

"Wawaaaaaan! Husseinnnn! Idris!"

And .. no one shouted Kamsani's name HAHAHA LOL.

(Sorry eh Syai)

Anyway had phototaking at the reception after show.

Damn the girls were going nuts over Sein. o:

PHOTOS ON KAK DEE'S FACEBOOK.

Apparently school starts next week,

so I can't go to Anugerah next week.

Sheetz.

The guys are performing next week.

She's so, she's so fly

2009-06-15T14:22:00.006+08:00

Obor24/7:teamRGS.

Kem Obor was totally awesome. :D

First day, we kinda registered late so they ran out of S size tees.

(well there wasn't a "Registration Counter" sign)

So Sabreena & I got the huge M tees,

except for Mur who wore her S shirt from 08's camp.

HERE COMES THE COOL PART:

We all went to Marina Barrage!

"There is no Internet access, so whatever info on MB,

you all better get it from the brochures etc there."

The place was hugeee and very pretty too. (:

We took many many photos for our articles

and as RGS girls, we no doubt camwhored.

(Hahaha stereotype seh)

Spotted a guy wearing striped black-green printed "185".

*Trying to spot anyone familiar* ... Izzat!

Lol I think we shocked him but he waved back anyway.

PHOTOS ON SAB'S FACEBOOK YO.

The whole day was very technical & dry.

We had workshops on Adobe Photoshop & InDesign.

Which turned out quite fun but some parts were irrelevant to us.

Like decorating the photo with stars and moon? -.-

Once the presenter opened an image of the RI canteen.

So she said, "As you can see this is a photo of a school canteen,"

hahaha then I replied rather loudly "RI".

-Lunch & Zuhur-

Second part of workshop was after lunch.

-Dinner & Maghrib-

We were brought to the BH office on Level 3.

Got to meet some of the staff there, with pretty cool job scopes.

There's this guy who basically faces his computer screen,

looks at photos and select the best one to be put into an article.

Easy right?

But there's like a thousand photos la. :/

So while we were up in the office,

the guests of honour arrives to the Auditorium.

Sleeq entered and all photographers were on standby postition(x

The interview session was damnnn funny.

The reporter from Fuhua came onto the mike,

then Sleeq was like "Fu whoaaaaaaa."

I took over Sab's job of typing notes while she took photos.

Man I was typing like crazy. xD

-After the interview- Quoted from Sab's blog:
Alisa: Hi, can I ask you a random question?
Alyph: (signing someone's copy of ClassiQ) Yeah.
Alisa: Are you Anisa's brother?
Alyph: Yah. Why? What level are you? [or smth like that I don't remember]
Alisa: Sec 3
Alyph: Oh same level, you know her eh?
Alisa: Ya
Alyph: Where is she eh?
Alisa and Me: O.O

Then it was the start of the competition. :D

We didn't aim to win, so just have fun yknow?

I became the food monster cause I was sooo hungry.

(I made two cups of milo)

Then Mur's always the one going to the loo(x

It's 3am in the morning, who doesn't get high?

But things got damn stressful as we tried to finish up the articles.

We were so relieved when everything was over(:

So we slept from 5 to 7.

The auditorium was freaking cold ttm.

Mur & I were swearing when we woke up.

I hate sleeping in the cold. -.-

-Subuh-

When I finished solat, Mur was asleep on the floor.

I didn't woke her up cause she hates the cold auditorium.

At 7.20 we went down, woke Sab up.

Couldn't be bothered to take a shower, too cold. xD

Almost everyone didn't bathe anyway.

-Breakfast-

Eh the breakfast was damn cute.

The fish burgers looked like crabby patties.

After bfast was announcement of winners.

Surprisingly ..

RGS GOT SIXTH POSITION. 8D

Not bad ah, considering the fact we rushed through Sleeq's article.

We got the Kelab Obor jacket and notepad.

Niceee.

Slept throught the journey back in Sab's car.

Zzz tired nak mampos.

Dude(s) of the week

2009-06-12T21:57:00.003+08:00

(Ignore those hairy legs, please)

Anyway I'm gonna attend Kem Obor this weekend.

No kidding, I bet it'll be really fun.

With awesome people like Sabreena, Murnira, *points to the photo above*

Sleeq. 8D

I'm just worried about the Adobe part.

I know nuts about Photoshop, heh.

xoxo,

I know you'll miss me(x

Maybe we should start somewhere

2009-06-12T21:26:00.002+08:00

I think today was really awesome.

I went to the security table @ the foyer and,

the guard told me "Proceed to Raffles Place please."

He wants me to go to the train station?

Anyway it was Raffles Room.

I took my temperature & marked attendance & saw Mur.

Then we all went for Math together.

It turned out really productive. :D

After school, met Kamal @ the busstop.

We went to Lot One for the Macvalue lunch.

(There's this little Chinese girl who was so cute but

ouch! she hit her head twice LOL.)

Kk then I went home to change out of culottes(sp?).

& WE WENT TO THE JW PASAR MALAM(x

Bought like some food stuff.

(Hahah standard ah, burger ramly)

Lol didn't know a trip to pasar malam could be so enjoyable.

*Insert a mega huge thank you here*

♥

Spin that record, babe

2009-06-10T15:11:00.003+08:00

Lady Gaga's coming to Singapore!

Don't ask me for details, I don't know anything.

(Better ask Shankar to get tixs quick)

2009-06-10T14:50:00.002+08:00

If I had $340 now/later/soon/someday,

I would buy the Sony Ericsson mp3 player and Onto headphones.

I would trade my phone for the player.

But it's my only source of communication to the world.

So..

I'll think about it.

I MISS YMC SL CAMP

2009-06-09T13:13:00.007+08:00

Nazihah♥ Sabreena♥ Aki♥ Danish Akashah Ansar!

You people make the camp extra awesome for me. 8D

Boom boom pow -what?

2009-06-05T00:52:00.004+08:00

Can someone stop the noise

2009-06-02T14:17:00.002+08:00

HAHAH oh crap I don't know half of those who're going for YMC camp.

At least I still got almost the whole of RGS + Ameera + Aki + Hadi.

The last thing I wanna get right now is a bad sorethroat.

2009-06-02T14:08:00.002+08:00

My mum is so fussy at directions.

She insists on having a one-way trip to some building called CJ GLS.

For convenience's sake, she says.

Lol she can't argue with me on travelling to places.

You can't compare two totally different people:

One who have walked from Orchard to JE before,

& one who cannot stand walking for >1km.

You can just take any bus to Chevrons and walk or,

talk the damn shuttle bus to IMM and walk.

She actually went to SBS Transit and Yellowpages. -.-

It's not like she's travelling to the East man.

It's Jurong East for god's sake.

But she lost to me.

She IS going to take the shuttle bus to IMM and walk.

The end.

She might be paranoid

2009-06-01T22:27:00.003+08:00

37.6. 38.6. 38.1. 38.2. 37.7. 37.8. 38.6. 39.1.

I'm sick of this.

I can't think straight for Physics pt.

Bright inside of me

2009-05-31T20:27:00.002+08:00

BOOHOO I'VE GOT A FEVER. :S

Baby, who turned the temperature hotter?
'Cause I'm burnin up, burnin up for you baby.

Can't kick the habit

2009-05-31T12:23:00.002+08:00

YMC GEREKKK.

I tried to compress everything and this is how short my post turned out to be:

I think Psychology was the coolest occupation. :D

If anyone were to get diabetes from all the mentos, it'd be Kamal.

Went to Bedok Macs for dinner after workshop.

All the guys upsized their meals (so they get a cup).

But none refused to give away theirs.

Except for Kamal but I already took his cup once so yeah.

Then Farah showed us Fauzi Rassull's blog.

"http://www.fauzirassull.blogspot.com"

Oh then Syakirun gave me his cup. Aww(x

I was past curfew. Again.

But the journey home was fun.

HAPPY FIFTEENTH AKI.

& happy eleventh to you.

Shangri-La~

2009-05-27T20:29:00.000+08:00

RGS will be closed on Fri 29 to Sun 31 May 2009 as the School premises will be used to facilitate the International Institute of Strategic Studies Asia Security Conference. There will be no access to the School premises and vehicles using the roads leading to the venue of the conference will be subject to Security checks by the Police.
Thank you.

ILOVEYOU,RGS.

Keep it on the low

2009-05-27T18:54:00.002+08:00

D:MYGOD.

Have you noticed how horrible Singapore Idol is?

Maybe I'm generalising all seasons cause I'm just watching the 1st one.

But still... urgh gross competitors.

Well who'm I to critic when I can't even sing? I know.

I just have this urgeee to give comments on SI, okay?

(Plus as a human I have a right to speak. :D)

1. Contestants have no sense of stage presence.

Good example? Watch Adam Lambert. Seriously.

2. Contestants are just an ugly replay of the original songs.

Good example? Watch Adam Lambert. No, seriously.

(Sorry Farah I couldn't find anything to support Kris Allen.)

Wait a bit of sidetrack here.

Kris Allen sang 'No Boundaries' better that Adam Lambert, yes?

Okay. Back to SI.

I want to watch better & I mean BETTER performances in the upcoming season.

Sheesh if I was in Singapore Idol,

I'd receive terrible critics from the public.

For example, people like myself.

You were swinging for Mars

2009-05-25T21:26:00.002+08:00

If I had a boyfriend like Spiderman,

he'll be flying around saving innocent people

& if I get into trouble he'll save me too

Then we could fly together in the sky

Oh the sweetest moment would be when he takes his mask off

Just like Peter would do when he's with Mary Jane

But I don't have a superhero boyfriend

Well at least it doesn't exist anymore now

but I've got someone who's even more awesome.

Feel the rush of the ocean

2009-05-24T17:14:00.002+08:00

Crashing down on me.

Life's hard.

Uh no wait since when is it ever easy? Never.

My emotions are constantly fluctuating to the extremes.

One second I'm on the highest mountain,

the next hour I'm buried in the crust of the world.

I should do a project on myself, titled "Factors of Depression."

Hell that'll be a really long list of factors.

One word I learn from living as a human being: Pretence.

Some put on many personas to get their way through life.

While others, hide themselves away.

Suffering in the cold corners of the world, where nobody knows.

If their faces had a colour, it'd be black.

Symbolising dirt, hardship, labour. Sins.

My mind suggests I stop writing here.

Because I'm gonna start getting way incoherent.

If I had taken up Literature in school, I'd die.

How do I play around with all these beautiful words,

when my life is like a jumbled up Scrabble?

Or perhaps a crossword puzzle?

And when I cannot find the right words to say,

my life seems incomplete, empty.

You're right, I never choose my words properly.

Now I'm getting somewhere.

Numbers, digits ticking in my head.

Mathematics, it's such a huge word for me.

Is life a clock, never-ending and all-rounded?

Or a Sudoku puzzle?

Restricted to only four corners, with so many turns.

Every verticals and horizons is a whole new set of numbers.

And the whole route is fixed for you.

How then can you think out of the box?

In Geography, however, the world is indeed round.

Where do I stand in this world then?

Crushed by the erosions of the waves against the surface.

Or drowned by strong, unpredictable tides.

Perhaps life is like the water cycle.

People, like water droplets vapourise.

Then they either fall back to the ground or

Stay up there oblivious to the rest struggling to climb up the social ladder.

Now that sounds like elites.

Individually, their lives comprises various things.

Between the extreme scale of hardship and wealth.

The route in life is somewhat fixed, for example

the expectancy of us being in politics or major positions.

And then within them, is the presence of intra-elites.

Whereby some people,

just don't know when to stop being so full of themselves.

Zxzx;

life's full of shit.

Keep you like a secret

2009-05-23T19:53:00.004+08:00

Boo.

Open House! ... was a bore.

I mean 4 hours of duty sitting entertaining parents?

The only thing I get is a smile fixed onto my face.

It's like I'm conditioned to smiling yknow?

BUT having a plastered smile was worth it(:

So I was in charge of the iBooth.

Which many people do not notice. -.-

Duty wasn't bad as I expected.

It's interesting for me to meet different people.

Some parents even bring their P3 child to OH.

SHIT EDWARD FOUND MY LINK.

Okay so anyway I hope everyone loved OH.

Despite the lack of facilities etc, it's the RP that matters.

Phrases like "space constraint" and such that come from parents don't matter to us.

Because we're happy with what we've got.

Parents shouldn't compare schools, yes?

Every institution's unique.

I wanna thank many people that made OH awesome for me:

My most respected principals, Mrs Hoo and Mr Chang.

NURUL, YIN WEN, GIN TENG, ANNE GOEI.

8D Love you guys!

Wait this is so random and out of place.

But I wanna end off my post this way:

Filiae Melioris Aevi.

I know you hate me

2009-05-20T20:08:00.006+08:00

But still, happy birthday Ronny!

Thankyou for being such a nice neighbour.

And an ex morning-bus-mate.

& a really great friend to hang out with.

But a bastard most times. -.-

You're lucky I'm not anti-Eurasian.(x

Heh anywayyy, happy sixteenth. 8D

Nfl;

& I'm cursin' your name

2009-05-20T17:30:00.005+08:00

A roller-coaster kinda rush

2009-05-19T21:01:00.003+08:00

School. Pfft ah no comments.

Free block was damn syiok, sleep for like 40 mins.

I'm sorry, but honestly I didn't sleep la okay.

Had effects from the antibiotic during Physics.

I just did the questions anyhow. :/

Malay lagi gerek ah.

Cikgu let us watched "Ada Apa Dengan Cinta".

(I love my malay batch<3)

Math remedial was (insert random adjective here).

We had a total of ... two students. (Insyirah and me)

Mr Ang came in halfway, I swear he was funny.

He bounces around. (x

We ended remedial at 5.

But it was worth it ah cause we got nice teachers.

So here's to everything coming down to nothing

Here's to silence that cuts me to the core

Where is this going?

Thought I knew for a minute, but I don't anymore

Cause I was there when you said forever and always

You didn't mean it baby, I don't think so

291207.

If ever there was a doubt

2009-05-17T21:36:00.002+08:00

natalya; salty booger says:
abeh aku tkder boyfriend nak pakai sehhh
Your fan league says:
HAHAHHAHAHA.

I found out Naz's secret to logging into 2 FB accounts simultaneously.

Muahaha I feel like a Jojo, so smart in a mischievous way.

My restaurant is so slow (compared to Naz duh).

But that's cause she's suspected of leaving her comp on overnight.

EH WASTAGE OF ELECTRICITY, SAVE ENERGY. xD

Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
When it's cold outside
And there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
All alone I cried
There was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
But you

So I'll watch you like a movie

2009-05-15T22:37:00.007+08:00

TOM VARNDELL 8D

Star player of England's rugby team.

It's fascinating everytime Tom dashes for the tryline. -swoons-

TGIF whoooshzxz.

Nah, not really. I've OH training tmr zzz.

I've got 5 hours left to sleep.

Plus I haven't mugged Arab & history.

Ah pfft. I will ace my religious exams.

More photos tomorrow!

I'll try to move on

Believe me I'm trying to move on

It's complicated but understand me

Cause I need time

My heart is numb, has no feeling

So while I'm still healing

Just try to have a little patience yeah

Have a little patience yeah

♥